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Central America at last

August 11, 2007

Day Five- Saturday. Wenesday was spent in Tulum. The overpriced Playa del Carmen did not fit the budget; even Tulum was expensive. We stayed in a packpacker hostel that was very dominatly French. It cost 30US a night and was miserable. I lost the rock paper sisors for the bed and slept on the tile floor on Josh’s sleeping pad. Needless to say it was one of the worst nights of my life.

Thursday we check out of the hotel and hit up the beach. We swam and for about an hour and then walked around and tried to see the ruins down the road. I am sunburt; it hurts bad even two days after. It was pricy so we headed back to Tulum. We caught a bus to Coba and arrived there just before five. Coba is a small town that boasts some very impressive ruins. They closed at 5 and so we decided to stay the night and see them early in the morning. The hotel was a restraunt, bus stop, and hotel. It was a steal for 7 dollars a peice.

Friday we went to the ruins early. It was the way to go; there were almost no visitors and it was not as hot. There is also an impressive lake near by filled with crocodilles. We then caught the bus back to Tulum. From there it was bus rides late in to the night. We had to catch a bus to Chetumal on the Belize border. From there we caught a bus to Belize city. We were actually torn between there and Orange Walk, north of Belize City, but we finally settled on Belize City. We met a man named Ali on the bus and he taxied us around once we got in to the city; it was around 8 pm and completly dark. We stayed at the hotel he was staying at and crashed once we got there.

Today. We wandered around the city until the bank opened at 9am. We cashed some travlers cheques and ate some cheap food. There was not much for people like me with little money to do. We toyed with the idea of getting a boat out to the Cayes and staying a day there but opted against it due to our economic condition. We also heard of boats going to Cuba, but ruled that out as well. After some shopping and wandering we found a bus to San Ignacio.

Between the blonde haired German menonites, the rasta-english, and the extremely friendly people, Belize was nothing like I thought it would be. I have only spoken Spanish a handfull of times; it throws me for a loop. My mind is working in Spanish and has to change over when they talk to me in English. They German Menonites were a trip as well. On the bus over to San Ignacio a group of blond haired Arian looking people board the bus. They spoke english like the natives. It was interesting.

Next stop the surronding jungles of Cayo. Then on to Tikal in Guatamala.

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Cancun or not…

August 8, 2007

The first day of our amazing trip went well. We got up early on Tuesday and arrived at the airport for our 7 am flight to Houston.  We boarded and waited to taxi out.  We waited a long time before they told us the plane was out of commission due to mechanical failure.  We had to wait until 3:30 to fly out. By that time we had missed our conecction to Cancun and had to stay the night in Houston. 

We flinaly got in to Cancun at 11:15 this morning.  In our zeal for adventure and to save money we tried to exit the airport on foot.  After half an hour of walking in circles tring to find the exit to the main highway we decided just to splurg on a bus to Playa del Carmen.  It was well worth it.  We had no idea how far the highway was from the airport.

Our next stop is Chetumal on the Belize border.  Hopefully we can find some cheap transport, a place to sleep, and some fish tacos.

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Here we go…

August 7, 2007

Josh and I, my roomate and long time friend, are leaving in five hours on our tour de Central America. Initially planned for the 25th of July, our trip was posponed due to financial situations and other considerations. We fly in to Cancun today, the 7th of August, and hopefully return to the United States on the 31st of August; we will retrun via San Jose Costa Rica. Our goal is to visit every country in Central America ending at the Panama Canal before returing to Costa Rica and flying home. That is Belize, Guatamala, Honduras, El Salvador, Nicaragua, Costa Rica, and Panama. Most of the travel will be done hitchiking and on chicken buses. Funds are tight. We are packing light and hoping to move fast and sleep for free. My gear is as follows

  • Jansport 5oL backpack
  • 2 Shorts
  • 1 Pants
  • 3 Shirts
  • 5 Undergarments
  • 1 Light Fleece
  • 1 Rain Jacket
  • 1 White Collared Shirt
  • 1 Tie
  • 1 Sheet
  • 1 Light Fleece sleeping bag liner (for colder nights)
  • 1 Full size towell (my one indulgence)
  • 1 Pair of sandals (Chacos)
  • 1 Journal
  • 1 Notebook
  • 1 Travel Book
  • 1 Map
  • 1 Waterbottle
  • 1 Headlamp
  • Digial Camera with extra SD card and charger
  • Small thing of toliteries (toothbrush, floss, toothpaste, clorox, lip balm)
  • Plastic Garbage bags and a few small ziplock bags

and it begins…

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Meciendo: Poem of the Month

August 7, 2007

Gabriela Mistral Gabriela Mistral is one of the few female Latin winners of the Nobel Prize for literature on November 15th 1945. Her poems are laced with with references to many of the tragic events in her life. Her first love Romeo Ureta killed him self three years after meeting Gabriela; her 17 year old nephew also committed suicide a few years later. Her father left the family when Gabriela was three, and by the age of 16 she had to support her family. A few of the themes that constantly appear in her poetry are the fragility of life, a rebirth after death, liberation from the world, and childhood. She became a champion for children and education in Chile and Mexico. Mistral also served as a Chilean consul in various parts of Europe.

El mar sus millares de olas
mece, divino
Oyendo a los mares amantes,
mezo a mi niño.

El viento errabundo en la noche
mece los trigos.
Oyendo a los vientos amantes,
mezo a mi niño.

Dios padre sus miles de mundos
mece sin ruido.
Sintiendo su mano en la sombra
mezo a mi niño.

-Gabriela Mistral

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California Consumption

May 11, 2007

Careless consumption and consumerism could never be more evident than in California.  Don’t get me wrong I love the state.  It has been great to be here.  I saw a few houses in one area of Sacramento that were out of control.  There must have been over 200,000 dollars in plants in one of the back yards.  It looked more like a medium sized resort than a one family home.  I feel that there is an over-exaggerated “Keep Up With The Joneses” attitude here.  I imagine that California is not much different than most of the United States and many parts of the world.  I would hope that as a culture we would promote and nurture attitudes and ideals that focus more on giving and building up others than acquisition of wealth.  I am sure it is a human nature to want more than we have and to be recognized; we can do better than that.  It is sad that our culture is based on consumption and consumerism.

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“You ain’t even a nigger, you’re an African”

April 16, 2007

No Oil, No Aid

Colonel Oliver’s strong statement from the movie “Hotel Rwanda” sheds light on the United States’ failed foreign policy in Africa. Since the pull out of the major colonial powers from Africa, the United States has stepped up its political and economic activity in the continent. It seems that Africa has been the junkyard of US foreign relations. They sure like to play in the area but have not made any substantial efforts to really clean up the region. Very few steps have been made to really make a difference. President Bush toured Africa for the first time in 2003 visiting Senegal, South Africa, Botswana, Uganda and Nigeria. He pledged more aid and promised more positive involvement in the continent. He has yet to make good on his promises. This inaction is typical of the United States when it comes to Africa. This phenomena of wanting a stronger relationship and the desire to extend United States hegemony in the region without really investing in Africa is not administration specific.

Clinton’s one major regret was his refusal to authorize a military intervention in Rwanda inRwanda Genocide 1994. It was a travesty that the United States stood by and did NOTHING while it could have saved hundreds of thousands of lives. After the Black Hawk Down incident in Somali the US was reluctant to loose anymore soldiers in countries they had never heard of. It is sad that the United States did not think Rwanda to be worth it. This illustrates an important motivating factor for US foreign policy that we will do nothing for those who can’t do anything for us. Although extreme, it seems that the United States is reluctant to invest time and money in to an area they think they have little to gain from; or in the case of Africa, an area in which they are already getting what they need with out needing to give anything back.

The list of horrible United States policy choices goes on. The United States refuses to remove protectionist agricultural subsidies for its farmers which results in the loss of billions of dollars in potential revenue for African farmers. Pharmaceutical corporations refuse to release patent rights on HIV/AIDS medicine that could save millions on the continent. The United States foreign policy has been heavily influenced by these companies. There is medicine out there that could help millions but major companies Darfur Refugee Campproducing it think their profits and patents are worth more than real human lives. The genocide in Darfur is another prime example of US inaction.

Africa is a continent rich in beautiful people, culture and land. It is resource rich and has the potential for amazing economic, political growth. The colonial era in Africa was devastating to almost all facets of life in the region; culture was repressed, tribal land occupied, slavery was instituted, and life turned upside down. The United States has also been guilty of neo-colonialism and negative business practices all to extend its hegemony. America has been blessed with more than enough. We have moral obligation to Africa. We need positive, proactive, and effective foreign policy changes toward Africa. We have the resources to fix many of the economic and political problems in Africa; we just need to do it.

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those who learned our names…

April 10, 2007

Sparrow

Gustavo Adolfo Bécquer is THE famous post-romantic Spanish poet. Little known during his life, Bécquer published a few books of poems and short stories. His fame and success came after his death. “Rimas” posthumously published by a few of Bécquer’s close friends is perhaps his most famous work. Rima LII encapsulates the romantic tone of much of Bécquer’s work. In stead of the “I think therefore I am” motif of the neo-classicists, Rima LII clearly demonstrates the “I feel therefore I am” motif of the romantics. Love is the central issue. Bécquer uses images of nature to enhance the wild, unstructured, and beautiful character of human emotion.
RIMA LII

The black swallows will return
to hang their nests on your balcony,
and once again will knock in play
against your window panes;

but those that stopped their flight and perched
to observe your beauty and my good luck,
those who learned our names…
those… will not return!

The honeysuckle will return,
to climb the walls in your garden,
and open once again at evening
their even more beautiful flowers,

but those blooms that were full of dew
where we saw the trembling drops
fall like tears of the day …
those… will not return!

Ardent words of love will return
to sound and resound in your ears;
and your heart from the depths of sleep
perhaps will wake again;

but silent, absorbed, on bended knee,
as men worship God at His altar,
as I have loved you … make no mistake,
they’ll not love you like that!

-Gustavo Adolfo Bécquer (1836-1870)

RIMA LIII

Volverán las oscuras golondrinas
en tu balcón sus nidos a colgar,
y otra vez con el ala a sus cristales
jugando llamarán.

Pero aquellas que el vuelo refrenaban
tu hermosura y mi dicha a contemplar,
aquellas que aprendieron nuestros nombres…
¡esas… no volverán!.

Volverán las tupidas madreselvas
de tu jardín las tapias a escalar,
y otra vez a la tarde aún más hermosas
sus flores se abrirán.

Pero aquellas, cuajadas de rocío
cuyas gotas mirábamos temblar
y caer como lágrimas del día…
¡esas… no volverán!

Volverán del amor en tus oídos
las palabras ardientes a sonar;
tu corazón de su profundo sueño
tal vez despertará.

Pero mudo y absorto y de rodillas
como se adora a Dios ante su altar,
como yo te he querido…; desengáñate,
¡así… no te querrán!

-Gustavo Adolfo Bécquer (1836-1870)


         
 
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Is It Worth It?

April 9, 2007

Roughly 15% of all diamonds being sold during the 1990’s were conflict diamonds. Conflict diamonds, or blood diamonds, are mined in war zones and sold illegally to fund the conflict. The recent blockbuster release Blood Diamond targeted this specific issue. I highly recommend the movie; it is rated R, but if you can get a edited copy, do it. Thousands of people have died in conflicts across Africa, many of which are or were funded by the illicit trade of diamonds. Today it is estimated that between 1 and 3 percent of all diamonds come from conflict zones and are used to fund those conflicts. Usually moved between several middle men, conflict diamonds are not easily identifiable. However we as consumers can make a difference. Don’t buy diamonds that are not “conflict free”; make sure and ask the retailer the origin of their diamonds. Or don’t buy diamonds. We can make a difference and we should. This young girl lost her arm in a war funded by diamonds. Is it worth it? No stone is worth a human life. War Victim

Educate yourself. For more info visit:

The Kimberly Process

BloodDiamondAction.org

United Nations- Conflict Diamonds

Amnesty International

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I Went Outside to Protest The War…

April 5, 2007

Cheney Protest

Wednesday, April 4th, 2007: BYU students and a few faculty members gathered to protest the Vice President Dick Cheney’s speech during April commencement. Right around 200 people showed up wearing white and waving home made posters. The sit in was organized by the BYU Democrats. We were not allowed to chant or yell; in fact we were not allowed to talk to people about the protest unless they approached us first. Preempting the sit it, the New York times as well as the Washington post both ran an A.P. article about the political unrest at BYU. There were about have a dozen news stations at the rally covering the event; we even had the Spanish language channel Univision doing interviews. I was only able to say for one hour, but needless to say there was an electricity in the air. I caught a few arguments between faculty members and student participants. I also saw a little girl, she must have been about 11, holding a sign that said, “Follow the Prophet, Be Politically Active.” For those of you who are not members of the LDS faith, the church is led by a living prophet, Gordon B. Hinckley, who advocates members to be politically active regardless of party affiliation. I will try and post more of the sign on flickr or some other site.

The BYU Republicans staged a counter-protest. It was a waste of time. The turn out was much much less than our protest; they were even giving out cake. It has been interesting to see the controversy that has arisen from Cheney’s speech. I have heard arguments that opposing the Vice President and the board of trustee’s decision to have him speak is the same as opposing the Church. I have also heard that it does not matter who the Vice President is, we should be honored to have one come and speak at BYU. I am staunchly against Cheney’s visit; as well as the Bush administration as a whole.

For more info:

Facebook Group Stop Cheney from speaking at commencement: http://byu.facebook.com/group.php?gid=2256791851

 

AP Article 4/4/07: http://www.nytimes.com/aponline/us/AP-Cheney-University-Protest.html

 

FOXNews Article 5/4/07: http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,264281,00.html

 

ABC4 News Clip:
http://www.abc4.com/mediacenter/local.aspx?videoid=60793@video.abc4.com (4 Professor Join Student Group)

 

KUTV News Clip:
http://kutv.com/video (Students Have Mixed Feelings About Cheney’s Visit to BYU)

 

Daily Herald:
http://www.heraldextra.com/content/view/216055/

 

Viewpoint of some Professors
http://newsnet.byu.edu/story.cfm/63759

 

There are a thousand more articles. Google search.

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Poem of the Month

April 2, 2007

The internationally acclaimed Chilean poet Pablo Neruda (1904-73) published his most famous work, “Viente poemas de amor y una canción desesperada”, early on in his career. Neruda is one of the most prolific Latin American BOOM writers; “Twenty Poems of Love and a Song of Despair” has sold millions of copies world wide. Published while Neruda was only 20, this work portrays love from various angles ranging from pseudo-erotic verses to poems about parted lovers. Poema 20, the last of the twenty poems, expresses sadness, loss, and confusion at the end of a deep emotional and passionate relationship.

 

 

POEM 20
I can write the saddest lines tonight.

Write for example: ‘The night is fractured
and they shiver, blue, those stars, in the distance’

 

The night wind turns in the sky and sings.
I can write the saddest lines tonight.
I loved her, sometimes she loved me too.

 

On nights like these I held her in my arms.
I kissed her greatly under the infinite sky.

 

She loved me, sometimes I loved her too.
How could I not have loved her huge, still eyes.

 

I can write the saddest lines tonight.
To think I don’t have her, to feel I have lost her.

 

Hear the vast night, vaster without her.
Lines fall on the soul like dew on the grass.

 

What does it matter that I couldn’t keep her.
The night is fractured and she is not with me.

 

That is all. Someone sings far off. Far off,
my soul is not content to have lost her.

 

As though to reach her, my sight looks for her.
My heart looks for her: she is not with me

 

The same night whitens, in the same branches.
We, from that time, we are not the same.

 

I don’t love her, that’s certain, but how I loved her.
My voice tried to find the breeze to reach her.

 

Another’s kisses on her, like my kisses.
Her voice, her bright body, infinite eyes.

 

I don’t love her, that’s certain, but perhaps I love her.
Love is brief: forgetting lasts so long.

 

Since, on these nights, I held her in my arms,
my soul is not content to have lost her.

 

Though this is the last pain she will make me suffer,
and these are the last lines I will write for her.

 

-Pablo Neruda

 

POEMA 20

 

Puedo escribir los versos más tristes esta noche.

 

Escribir, por ejemplo: «La noche está estrellada,
y tiritan, azules, los astros, a lo lejos.»

 

El viento de la noche gira en el cielo y canta.

 

Puedo escribir los versos más tristes esta noche.
Yo la quise, y a veces ella también me quiso.

 

En las noches como ésta la tuve entre mis brazos.
La besé tantas veces bajo el cielo infinito.

 

Ella me quiso, a veces yo también la quería.
Cómo no haber amado sus grandes ojos fijos.

 

Puedo escribir los versos más tristes esta noche.
Pensar que no la tengo. Sentir que la he perdido.

 

Oír la noche inmensa, más inmensa sin ella.
Y el verso cae al alma como al pasto el rocío.

 

Qué importa que mi amor no pudiera guardarla.
La noche está estrellada y ella no está conmigo.

 

Eso es todo. A lo lejos alguien canta. A lo lejos.
Mi alma no se contenta con haberla perdido.

 

Como para acercarla mi mirada la busca.
Mi corazón la busca, y ella no está conmigo.

 

La misma noche que hace blanquear los mismos árboles.
Nosotros, los de entonces, ya no somos los mismos.

 

Ya no la quiero, es cierto, pero cuánto la quise.
Mi voz buscaba el viento para tocar su oído.

 

De otro. Será de otro. Como antes de mis besos.
Su voz, su cuerpo claro. Sus ojos infinitos.

 

Ya no la quiero, es cierto, pero tal vez la quiero.
Es tan corto el amor, y es tan largo el olvido.

 

Porque en noches como ésta la tuve entre mis brazos,
Mi alma no se contenta con haberla perdido.

 

Aunque éste sea el último dolor que ella me causa,
y éstos sean los últimos versos que yo le escribo.

 

-Pablo Neruda